Remember Raoul a Laury? He he wanted to end it. He once told me he had it timed how fast he could put the gun to his head and pulled the trigger. He killed himself.
His brother Leo, never was the same without Raoul looking out for him. Not long before he took his life called me to see if I had a gun to lend him so he could go target shooting.....well I knew he wanted to do what his brother did and didn't lend him a gun. He took his life another way. I often think of my old buddy's and miss them. Remember there friend big Bob? He got hooked on coke...I think he was married and had a kid. He robbed a gas station and got sent to jail. Not long after he got out he hung himself. Its weird Charles how some of our old Friends couldn't deal with there shit and took the easy way out instead of tuffing it out. Some ended up in nursing homes because of accidents like your friend Julien or Oscar from Hetriere. Or some like Clary, Lucas or Big Claud ended up in special care homes because they couldn't take care of them self any more. But were still here and were getting old. Lots of the ones we grew up with are gone for different reasons but were still here.
Remember Raoul a Laury? He he wanted to end it. He once told me he had it timed how fast he could put the gun to his head and pulled the trigger. He killed himself.
ReplyDeleteHis brother Leo, never was the same without Raoul looking out for him.
Not long before he took his life called me to see if I had a gun to lend him so he could go target shooting.....well I knew he wanted to do what his brother did and didn't lend him a gun.
He took his life another way.
I often think of my old buddy's and miss them.
Remember there friend big Bob?
He got hooked on coke...I think he was married and had a kid.
He robbed a gas station and got sent to jail. Not long after he got out he hung himself.
Its weird Charles how some of our old Friends couldn't deal with there shit and took the easy way out instead of tuffing it out.
Some ended up in nursing homes because of accidents like your friend Julien or Oscar from Hetriere.
Or some like Clary, Lucas or Big Claud ended up in special care homes because they couldn't take care of them self any more.
But were still here and were getting old.
Lots of the ones we grew up with are gone for different reasons but were still here.
--maurice the homeless guy--